life sucks..generally speaking also..what a trip it has been! picture perfect world-kids to die for, an angel for a wife..come 4th of july and a wierd fire accident takes away the wife and the world's prettiest little girl. and i stare and gasp as if ..as if..i'm not at all acknowledged in the "scheme of things". have been trying to pick up the broken pieces and reassemble my shattered emotions and go on with life..